Annoyed and other stuff.

Maybe it's something to do with my crappy internet connection but I'm (once again) unable to upload pictures.

Mommy is not happy!

Other stuff:

Time seems to be going to fast - I'm worried that I'll forget Dawie or lose something while this year speeds along. I know it sounds silly - I miss him terribly, I want him to still be here but life just seems to be carrying on regardless. My grief is 'just there' and not really part of my world anymore. Silly, I know, but true.

I've trown myself into things at an alarming rate and have not taken the time to really grieve. Been busy with stuff, been busy traveling, been busy with gardening, a new car, last will and testaments, policies, work, people, work, etc etc. But not busy with dealing with things. This is so typically me - don't face the difficult stuff, just do something else to keep you busy.

How do you close a book if you feel that you have not read it to the end?

How do you stop feeling so damn lonely even if you're surrounded by people?

How do I stop feeling so sorry for myself?

Sorry, just not such a great day...

TTFN